Bedtime entry. Gee im not supposed to be someone hu updates often, n here u see me blogging in the wee hrs of dawn, just 6 hrs after i typed my previous entry. Yes thats a hint that you shld scroll down some more to read my previous entry haha. Maybe this can be a start where ppl stop flooding my tagboard wif reminders to update n visit my site more often. Come on, pity the unappreciated online journalist here heh. Anw, im now starting to see how ppl find blogging such a recreational activity to do, whereas i always thought of it as a chore n responsibility. And i think mugging n blogging ties in together. You get sick of reading/studying/doin assignments, then you find the nxt closest thing there is that can give yourself an excuse to slack off without feeling guilty. Its like you would rather spend your time reflecting and thinking abt a blog entry than come up with ideas for ur term paper. But unless you're Dawn Yang, you're better off trying to ace your assignment than creating an entertaining journal entry for your virtual readers. In this instance my mind's thinking that some Dawn Yang fan will tread into my site typing her name in the google searchbox, n no i dun want someone like that to read my entries thank you. Anyway, blogging is so much similar to MSN, cept that its a conversation window wif urself n the chat history saved.

Sigh i think im sometimes chided from the evil side of life. The backstabbings just to rise up the corporate ladder, people refusing to share notes, friends talking bad about you, the ostracising...... the list goes on. Or maybe im just too blinded and naive abt the things arnd me. I dunno. Either the people arnd me are too nice, are too good at acting, or i just take things too lightly. But ultimately i practice what i believe in, i do wad is right, and i live wif a good conscience. And dun do anything that is immoral. Esp when it doesnt just involve you. For God punishes evil / justice will be served / karma exists. Whichever you guys believe in. I guess im the kind that believes the good always triumph, and the bad guys always lose and get what they deserve.

Hmm 2 serious entries in a row make me sound depressed. Im not okay peeps. I just wanna sound more mature haha. One of the goals i set to achieve when i restarted my journal. Then again, i wanna bitch. I can't stand ppl who reject calls on their phone AND subsequently switch off their phones AND refuse to reply smses after being given a few hours. And then forgets the whole matter the nxt day like nth happened. Yea n im so sorry for stalking into your private flamboyant life, with you being so exclusively popular. Irony n oxymoron intended.

Oh no im sounding philosophical. And i havent even attended the philo lect yet, which starts at 2pm later. Someone mentioned to me that philo is abt having a cup on the table, and proving that the cup doesnt exist in actual fact. Oh and the world is flat.

Not having a good day. In fact, im in one of my worst moods. And no, im not sobby and emo, just feeling pissed at anything and everything, being irritated wif the world. While i admit yest's clubbing at phuture was quite fun, everything after that just had to fall wrongly into place. Slept on the floor of my fren's hostel rm, which ended wif me having a backache. And woke up kinda late for lecture thus had to rush by foot, since i missed the shuttle bus. And NUS was built on a crazy mountain i tell you. Plus i had to make a wrong turn at one of the hallways. And it was the freaking afternoon. Have i alrdy made my point that i was perspiring buckets by the time i got to my seat. Then i dropped one of my contacts in the middle of jap studies lecture, which was a total waste of time btw. The lecture ended in an hr and it was all abt admin crap n zero knowledge imparting. But gd thing my contacts are found and fine.

So anw im now full of regret n remorse that i blast jiayan for no reason. Impatience just doesnt cut it as an excuse. Hope my sms apology works.

And now im insane nitpicky tardiness mood is kicking in. Im finding everything messy and have an urge to throw away everything i find untidy, unusable or unsightly. I need to get past today without killing someone. Or myself. Help.

Blogging is quite a good way to vent for those suicidal ppl out there hah. Not that i am.

Ok im in school now, n now that im so bored n passing time i shall blog. Today's my first day of school, tho most nus students started school yest. Yep, my mondays are free so ppl pls ask me out or ill have no life.

Anw im real excited abt sch! New experiences are always a thing to look forward to. Especially when you have the freedom and independence to choose your own modules n plan your own timetable. So this sem im taking econs, eng, philo, socio n jap studies. Whee. University is like one place where u meet all ur old frens all the way back from pri sch, and make new ones cos everyone's like ur fren's fren or smth. And theres so many ccas and classes and enrichment courses to choose from, im literally spoilt for choice argh.

Last wk was orientation wk for us. So we enjoy one more wk of break than NTU. But SMU's the best lor, start the latest out of all the unis and end the earliest. O wk camp was much less interesting activities wise compared to sports camp. But i got to know more FASS friends, which is a gd thing since i didnt go for arts camp. But its practically one guy to 5 girls, and the guys in my og arent v enthu, and dun really talk to the girls in my grp too. Yea so it usually ends up wif me being in the middle and balancing between talking to both sides. And you know which side i end up talking wif more often haha.

So my first lecture just ended, which was english. Half the time i was MSNing in lecture haha, but it helps to keep one awake. I still paid attention ok! And taking notes on my laptop is so much easier on the hands and faster some more. No more struggling to finish up untidy and short hand writing and grumbling when the lecturer changes slides prematurely.

And getting books from the school bookshop is harder than i imagined. Its like queueing up for donuts on a smaller scale, seriously. And our central library doesnt have any bookshelves that you can freely go to to browse for books you wanna borrow man. You have to fill up some form and request the book from the counter, and even if you wanna borrow some reference book out of the library you are only allocated 2 hrs. Like hello im a speed reader that can finish reading an entire encyclopedia in 2 hrs.

Oh and for those hu wanna watch Rush hour 3, don't. They try too hard to be funny imo, so much it becomes lame. And i feel like the entry im writing is so random that im typing all the crap i can think of just to waste time. So ill stop here. Ciaoz.