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Its midnight. Just finished gaming. Argh my lifestyle is screwed, theres not a slot of hw in the schedule. Just sleep, eat, slack, play, fun. Sure, this kind of liefstyle is wonderful, but one must always keep track to reality. Stop dreaming of all-play-no-work Utopian world idiot.

Well yes im a virgo. Adn virgoes tend to get hurt the most easily. Cos whenever they go into a relationship wif someone, they become really serious, and become mature. Oh and virgoes are really deep people. Doesn't mean im smiling and acting all nice all the time means im really happy inside. Virgoes are best at bottling up. In fact, most ppl are gd at tt, hiding their emotions.

To us, showing tt we're depressed and stressed out is too attention grabbing imo, and also revealing ur weakness and vulnerability. I feel tt this kinda emotions shld only be shown to close frenz who had known u for a long time and noe why you behave this way and wun take advantage of ur weakness. This is a form of secruity too, being sure who to open up to.

Sometimes i wonder if i put up a front all the time, cos it gets really hard when you have so many things to bottle up. Well, for the sake of others, just being self inflicting is enuf i suppose. And ppl might not be able to solve them for you either. So its all up to you and how storng you are determines whether you fight on or not.

The battle...and the walls come tumbling down.

Okok ill update. College day week last wk was tiring. Din touch hw at all last wk. And kinda kept myself in check last wk, after having a gd talk wif Mr Gwee abt some probs. Ms Cross my Ct doesn't give a shit n yet my chem teacher seems to be the one tt can understnd the most. In fact, all my subject tutors don't seem to have a prob wif me cept her.

Then during civis on Monday she started ranting at us abt how our testimonials are gonna be affected and that shes v disappointed wif our attitude and wadeva. Like hello, she is often late herself, and really doesn't follow by example.

Ok enuf bitching abt tutors. Just glad that the issue's over, now tt im trying to change my habits. Been successful so far, with the exception of today, cos i was sick and i went to see a doctor this time. Had flu n sore throat for a couple days alrdy, n still not recovering. Plus today morning was coughing like mad, and kinda late oso, so in the nvr go. Today got Sports day anw, then double gp, quite slack, so din lose out much i guess.

Sometimes some friends really aren't interested in u, and just keep u to be used. Like borrowing notes or treating them to stuff. Well the borrowing stuff doesnt really happen to me, its more of me requesting to borrow instead. Wad really gets at me is girls keep wanting me to treat. Urgh. Especially during times when i have no money. Sure, i can do it sometimes without them saying anything, but other times when they start grumbling for one and start saying that im rich n nice n all just to get the food or drink they want, kinda pissing off. And when i start saying no, they complain that im not a man and dun treat girls well blabla. Urgh. The world's fair yanoe, when do i see u guys returning the favor by treating back?

Speaking abt tt, my tolerance lvl is decreasin badly. Now when im pissed off or depressed i just show it, not caring abt wad others think of how they might be affected by me. This has got to change, or i might start shoving ppl arnd. Self control Shaun.

Lets see wad else. On Sunday i slept so much tt i missed out studing an gym session wif my fren. Sad, now feeling all weak n slack. Felt kinda accomplished on Monday, cos helped out frenz and made them feel betta. Well at least i noe i have some close frenz to turn to when im troubled instead. But i guess most of the time i try to solve it myself. Unless im really helpless and desperate, i dun think i wanna give them trouble by listening to my exaggerated probs that may seem trivial.

I wondered how many ppl think i skipped sch on purpose today. Must be aplenty. But i guess ive learnt to shrug away ppl who just see the surface and assume the ass out of things, thinking im some slackr tts nvr willing to study and gonna fail my As and tt im hopeless and i suck. Wadeva. My life is not ruled by those who dun understand my rationale.

Urgh there's this stupid IT notice board left under my charge. Cos im IT rep. Well im supposed to print out IT related stuff and redeign the board. Like hello im not some srtist thats pro in drawing. Im a guy for gods sake. And y is it only me doin n the rest slacking, and in the end i get al the blame. The world's not fair.

It doesnt matter how superficial frenz are, just as long as u have several close frenz, its ok alrdy. U dun need to many close frenz either. Having close frenz is a relationship tt needs commitment and frequent communication, or else it'll soon to his and byes and no time to talk to each other kind of situations. Ppl who belong in the same clique may not noe each other well, cos wad cliques do are just go out tgr and have fun. It may not be on a personal lvl, unless its some one on one outing with another fren. Having many unclose friends is good too wad, no commitment needed, and u can just talk to them abt anything if your totally comfortable wif him/her, and share happiness with one another. As for sadness and depression, there's always few lot tt are willing to listen.

Feels kinda not having choir prac on Wednesday n Friday. Guess absence really makes the heart fonder. There's really this cosy and warm feeling in choir, like meeting ur long lost family during every practice. Singin together in one voice, harmoniously.

Did CIP on Tuesday. Was a bit ticked off at first, cos i was supposed to stay on the first floor, in the end i was saboed to go upstairs, where u get tormanted by silence and working alone. Boring. Totally. Took my own sweet time, so tt i wun be fed with more work after im done. In the end still finished b4 the time i wanted to leave, so requested for a break. In the end finished the CIP early but still get to sign out late, cos they got nth else for us to do. Yay.

Downloaded quite a lot of anime series. Tenjou Tenge, Initial D 4th stage, Scryed, Ragnarok the Animation and Naruto which i downloaded in the past, but updatin as newer episodes appear. Now trying to find time to watch, guess i can keep myself bz during the June hols.

Speaking of tt, the first wk of hols will be occupied with make up tutorials an lectures. Sian. Which leads to Common Test 2 where loads f topics are gonna be tested. Feel the pressure of performing well to prove everyone wrong building up inside me. But not a lot of stress tho, still playing DOTA almost every nite. Man this is getting unhealthy.

Oh and there'll be lots of choir pracs. Good n bad la. So little time left to noe the juniors. They're a fun bunch, just want to know some of them more on the personal level, or else after seniors farewell they will just turn into distant hi-bye frenz, and we'll hardly talk again. Must make use of pre n post Germany trip pracs to gel tgr. Cliques need to go out at the same place, but then again its not easy to please everyone to go to Mac or smth.

Oh and abt American Idol. Latoya is kicked out, and Jasmine has the higest votes?! Man tt make me think tt Americans are racist, going aginst black skinned ppl. Mayb ppl judge more by looks and figure now, and Jasmine definitely gets the advantage. Diana might be the dark horse to becomin the american idol, dunno. Latoya was so much betta in singing that jasmine imo, but i dun mind jasmine staying either heh. =P

I have two pieces of owed hw. Every since last wk. Feelin super hot n sticky. The weather's unbearable arh. Gonna go bathe soon. Ciao.

What have i done?
You seem to move on easy...

Heart of Crystal


What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
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Nice pic. Spiritual eh. Hmm.
Trying to update some long entries, but feeling drained cos of College day. Well Food Fair was fun. Got lotsa treats for just walking arnd, was kinda desperate cos got no money =P. Getting my new specs tmr yay. Ok hopes this suffices readers who stumble upon here. Gdnite.

Will post a reflection of the whole wk probably tmr. Stay tuned, and dun turn tt channel!

The heart of crystal breaks easily. Multiple reflections when looking at the shattered pieces. Cracks remain, never to be whole again. Love has withered within the cracks, sprouting new buds of hope.

Got lotsa stuff to write abt, so sad tt its so late now after finishing a rnd of WC3 with qj n ck, n im feelin mentally n physically drained. I need my lost sleep. Eyelids gonna crumble together soon. Having so many full dress rehearsals until say 8 n goin out for dinner after tt can really wear you down. No time to settle down n touch hw either. Sigh just hope College day passes soon~

Stupid sucky CT. I hate you.
So much for being caring.
Speechless. Emptiness. Nothingness.
Disaapointment. Her. Myself.
Stress. Life. Everything.
Sharons. Yuck. F***.
Change. Time. Tomorrow.

Changed the template again. Well at least this one doesnt have ads. Hate ads for nuts. Prefer white to the previous blue one. Will try to improve on this. Blogger really has irritating large banner ads. They sux.

Ok just changed my blog template. Look a bit like qj's one, but nvm i kinda like the pic n the layout. Was trying to edit another layout, but failed in the process. Cun seem to get the hang of uploading in Geocities. The links just dun come out correct, and the pics dun appear in the end. Mayb ill change the look again if i figure it out. =)

Hmm so many tagboards are having errors. Guess im kinda lucky to still have mine intact. Feel like flaming some ppl here, but shall spare myself from recalling their acts of disgust, and practice self-censorship. But seriously some ppl can really piss ppl off with their behaviour, whether they noe it or not. Their behaviour n nature kinda sux.

Ok enuf bitching for now. I have so much hw, and some are owed for hu noes when. Its so late alrdy. I still have a maths test to study for. Argh.

Darn i need something to inject motivation for me to study. Seriously.

Ok im gonna start flaming teachers. So those teacher-lovers and bootlickers please refrain frm reading on in case you get poisoned. Choir teachers really piss me off. And my CT kinda sux. Ever since i dropped bio, i dun get to see her so often, so i dun really tok to her. I think im in her bad books ever since last yr. And how it sux to get targetted for all the things you do. You get eyed for being absent, late, wadeva.

I dun see the point of assemblies. Other than announcements, wads the use of standing there, saying the pledge, and barely singing the national anthem? Listen arnd and all u hear will be ppl breathing words of hot air, with some hisses at S's and T's. And doin it for more than 10 yrs, doesnt it get sickening? Tell me an instance when u've sung the national anthem or pledge at any time other than assembly. Patriotism? I's rather go NS to suffer man.

And the planning of the timetable really sux. After dropping bio, theres so many freaking free periods. And some days are just useless, with non-academic or non-contextual based subjects like PE n GP. Its betta to stay at home to mug than waste transport costs and travel time to get to sch for such a short period of time achieving close to nothing prouctivity. Economically smarter, too bad.

My CT doesn't understand the mentality of the student. How i wished my CT was Ms Lim. Revolutionary and doesn't give a damn whether you appear for useless functions like Games Day, and doesnt care if ur late, as long as you dun skip lessons. Tts wad i call a teacher tt understands trends. Stupid rules shld really be ignored, like why cun you wear colored socks [girls], n absurdities of growing facial hair. Not tt im keen on tt tho =P. Mr Dio is gd too, he understands psychology, like u can sleep in class for 5 mins b4 ur fren nudges u awake, which helps u concentrate betta. N u can eat in class instead of starving and get gastric, which is worse rite?! Some teachers are just too rigid to understand. Those living in the 80's where everyone is all geared up for studying and contributing to the society.

Haiz tokking abt rigid frustrating type of teachers, female choir teachers are the most irritating. They're so fake u dun even noe if they're real humans or just aliens in diguise. And they are like dogs lor, tailing ppl and keeping close track of everyone. Now tt im in their bad bks of not coming for choir pracs too often, every time i dun show my face in front of their always happy and act cute faces, they start yakking abt wanting to see me. Totally biased. And all tt crap abt u must be committed to choir and choir is good for u blah shit. Propanganda, manipulating psychology. Always keeping the spirits high by showing tt twisted face, and being politically optimistic, saying everything is so well ldone. Therapeutical huh. And stop lying to the choir, all the jobs are being handled by both of u, the EXCO's just there to show that students are doin a share of it? Rite. Nonsense.

Argh im pissed. Where are u when i need help? Just then u appeared. Swift as a wind, gone again. Just hope tmr will be a better way to live life. The life i see now is dead, with no paths to chose. Just study. Maybe you can truly be at rest only when ur dead, cos in ur life its all abt struggling. Frm sch work, to career, to marriage stress, to financial burdens from ur kids, to how to survive retirement, to sickness and medical bills, to fear of leaving everyone. Death may be ur only salvation. Tts y they say u can rest in peace [R.I.P] 4eva.

Dun worry. I'm not suicidal. Im just trying to seek alternate paths in life.

Typed my blogsite wrongly to Knightlancer.blogpsot.com, turns out tt such a site actually exists. WoW o_0, and its a bible site some more. Maybe an invisible hand is puling me towards Christianity, but i dun feel ready for any religion yet. Free thinker lifestyle is still for me. N i prefer not to dwell in uncertain things.

Ok sat for chem make up test today. Was so tired, plus the qns were so tough, was staring n stoning, even slept for a few minutes outta boredom. Finished the paper 10 mins b4 hand in time, then had to check my answers and show tt i was trying. Managed to crap some answers, dun noe whether can get marks for them tho.

Econs case study test get to bring home and complete [lucky me!], the paper was given to me on Tuesday, n i havent completed it yet. Gd thing she nvr pester me for it. Must submit by tmr or it'll be hell for me.

Shucks. getting addicted to gaming again. Played for 2 hrs with jh n qj again. Bad habits are surfacing....bad....

Here i am again. Went to sch only for choir today. In the end it was only some stupid 25 mins briefing, then we were released for our outing. Surprisingly, even Ms Chua noes theres a choir outing and tt were going Marche. Man the things Angela tells the teachers abt.

Ok so our clique din really wanna go out cos they had lotsa hw or they were broke. So in the end left me, jh, beck and sr. They wanted to watch 50 first dates, so we tagged along then. Initially wanted to join the rest of the choir peeps at Marche for dinner after the movie, but turns out tt our movie starts at 720, so it'll end at abt 9 plus. So we had to eat dinner first. Had Mos burger, quite gross, all the ingredients kept falling out, then the tomato so slippery some more. N the onions were choking me up some more. But overall it was a gd meal la, just expensive and unhealthy. 50 first dates was not v funny, more of sick jokes and sexual humour. The story was ok, ending kinda neat, with a few twists here and there. Really sick show.

Kinda stressed out now by the huge pile of hw tt i have. Ok tts a gd sign cos i nvr really bothered abt hw, being slack and heck care all the way. Have this immense pressure of finishing everything, cos they're kinda owed assignments. Couldn't resist the urge to game wif jh n qj b4 starting tho, n lazing arnd here blogging away b4 i glue myself to the table n work my brains off. Gd luck to me.

Yoz update. Time now is 134am [i cheated n changed the time n date]. Just finished gamin with jh n qj. We've been going at it since Sunday. Oh and there's a Marche choir outing on Wednesday. One whole big group of people, yr1s n 2s, are goin. Whew gonna be fun. Muz remember to bring money. May even be watching movie, like 50 first dates or smth. Starting to feel the pinch on my wallet.

Anw today during PE some drama happened to me. The class was playing netball, then Keefe the violent defender keeps sticking to me cos im wing attacker n hes wing defender. Ok then the ball came n smashed into my face. Din have anywhere to run cos was kinda trapped by Keefe. -_-Worse thing is there's now a crack in my specs. Oh well i have been harping to get a new pair anw, but tts beside the pt. Hmph oh and also i got hit by the ball on my head, quite painful at first, but then the shock goes away fast. Wad de, today is Injury day for me.... Felt like many of my brain cells died when the ball hit me. Now suffering from headache.

I haven't come to the worse part yet. While i was running and clearing a path so tt ppl can pass the ball to me, i sprained my left ankle. Ouch, couldn't feel my leg for a second. Couldnt really walk for some time after tt. Was v grateful to all my classmates for staying back despite the break n asking if i was okay blabla. Then Ashwin, Loulynn and Keefe took turns to carry me up the long flight of stiars from the track. Wah super touched man, kinda paiseh too, cos i was rather clumsy, and while walking up the stairs we were swaying left and right. Ok im heavy la, guy wad, wad u expect?

Then Ashwin sorta piggy-backed me up the 2nd half part of the stair journey. OMG so embarassin bein seen by the ppl walking across the canteen. Felt indebted to Ashwin. Ok then sat at the bench in the middle of the canteen and applied cold compress to my foot. Felt so loved, all the class girls and some 7A ppl were like crowding round asking abt my foot and whether i need anything to drink or eat. But break soon ended and they had to leave for class, whereas i got free period. Sprain not so painful anymore, then walked slowly to the oasis with food n drinks. Rested quite a bit there after tt, since i had no mood to do tutorial. Was v tired oso, slept so late yesterday doin the freaking Food Chem tutorial.

Ok after much rambling, wad's the moral of the story? Friendship is beautiful. A friend in need is a friend indeed, wadeva tt means.

Havent talked abt my thoughts and emotions lately. All the previous entries are all journals instead. Ok shall write up one next time. Till den.

Done with the music on my blog. Not very satisfied, but at least there's music. Was trying to find sites with free music codes for pop wma, but they all have so many pop ups. Urgh. Lagged my com like hell.

Was also thinking abt revamping my blog. Gets kinda sick after looking at the same design after a while. But guess ill do tt when im super bored.

Got an organic chem to study for. So many chapters, diez. Plus a number of tutorials. Sigh. Maybe ill update again tonite. This post looks so short n irrelevant.

Here i am, spending a slacking Saturday at home slacking. Had post-cantab lethargy and fell flat on bed after coming back frm post-cantab celebrations. Today was mainly used to recover frm loss sleep, give myself a break by gaming, n relax and relieve excessive stress frm the past week. Wanted to ask frenz out to chill, but apparently they were not free.

Yeah! Cantab was a success!! Frm the audience's point of view la, everyone said it was gd, minus the Super Trouper. Ok everyone noes it's a screw up, but as wad Ms Lim said, one part of the song being bad doesn't make the whole song sucky, does it? Same applies for the concert la hor ;P. But during the interval Ms Lim was kinda lecturing us that we din have emotion in our singing, and not sensitive enough to her conducting. I think i was one of the culprits, couldn't really focus after a few songs, partly due to the yellow lights shining on her. They had a hallucinating effect on me lor, after a while eyes were feeling weary. Also cos i din have a gd night's sleep the day before. Ok so after the interval we got back the feeling, but it sorta died a bit in the middle, then came back on at the end.

I think tt's how NJ works la. By mood. We tend to get affected v easily, just like how Ms Lim does. Maybe we inherited her character =S. If were tired, we'll just portay it in the singing lor. Then Ms Lim will get pissed, then the singing will get worse. Tts wad always happens. Wonder how tensions will run in Germany. If its gonna be worse cos of the multiple stress Ms Lim is gonna get, shes definitely not gonna give us a gd time there. We experienced her wrath last yr alrdy. And he magnitude of last yr's comp cun even compare to this international comp, where her face is at stake. She really very ai bin leh.

Ok nuff of tt. After cantab yesterday went to Macs (-_-') with DaParty [cun find any other suitable clique name] plus the seniors tt came for the concert. Large group, in the end while walking there some ppl were fast, some were slow, then there was this big distance gap. Had trouble finding seats too. In the end the seniors left pretty soon cos they were gonna go pubbing. Was v tired, so had severe dysfunctional mood. At frist was high n hyper, laming arnd, then aft tt totally stone n blank.

By the time we left the place was already near 12. Took a niterider home aft jy's mum kindly sent me to the bus stop with the bus. Tot i was gonna be stranded at Fullerton area wandering tiredly n aimlessly for the correct bus stop. Thanks jy.

Time to catch up on hw n serious stuff. Here comes the pain. Reality hurts. Ouch.

I think Germany will be fun. The juniors are a fun bunch. Hope to get to noe them better. =)